Black holes -
Another post that feels like the previous ones; dropped off into the void of outer space, where they float, unseen, weightless and insignificant. But what the hell. Maybe like stars that collapse inward or sun flares, there's an impact, waves of significance but not detectable to the human experience.
A motto I adopted earlier this year claimed 2006 was going to be my year.
I had a life changing experience at work and determined to make the best of it. Mixed results there.
I vowed to do things to make myself more marketable. Learn Spanish. Improve my writing and reporting skills.
No official progress in either category. I haven't taken any Spanish or continuing development course for writing and reporting.
but while the transformation has been slow and bumpy, I think I'm getting the hang of it. I've seen my area of strengths, finding stories, make the jump to this new job.
It has been stressful as hell.
As always, I feel left out in that black hole without an anchor from management. I felt left out to dry by different people for different reasons ranging from too busy to help to deliberately steering me wrong.
Fuckers. But they haven't killed me or run me off. Mainly because I'm a survivor and I have no where else I want to go.
I'm going to start being more organized. The first thing I will do is start making lists. That's key.
But I'm rambling and bored with the blog so I'm pushing off.