I've got internet cable! Watch out. I'm gonna blog so much that maybe someone will sit up and take notice and respond.
This has been sorta of like being in a black hole. In fact, it's almost worse than being ignored in person!
Gotta, go. Gotta go bowling, an activity i partake of about once every five years.

My September post about breaking up with a long time friend.
Here it is Feb. 2007, and we are still not broken up. I even tried a second time over new year's eve and still she resisted.

I accused her of being one of those girls who puts guys over her girlfriends and she was wounded to the bone.
she called a mutual friend the next day and said, "you won't believe what "elphaba," did to me."
As always, all about her.
She blows me off for new year's eve, after demanding, begging, that we spend new year's together and on the day, she calls and says, as if the previous conversation had never taken place, - you will never guess where (dude) is going to take me tonight."
I'm like, hmm. how conveniently we forget.
any way. . . .

but therre has been some distance, which always makes the heart, if not fonder, well then certainly more tolerant.